What You Left

Running in fields
of corn, or winter
Deer in the wheat.

Heavy boot down
The wire buzzing,
Through the gap.

Door busted in
The drafted cabin,
Stored past traps

Old but alive still,
With tetanus teeth,
Enough to kill.

Teenagers know
No trespassing.
We are born to it.

But the land belongs
Only to the beasts,
And blackhawks,

And those who
Can defend it.
While they can.

A revolving port
Of barbs and
Constitutions.

Shoot and run.
Bandages. Run.
Red. Again.

You run the dust
Of deserts, but
The long grasses

Brush your belly,
Stirring the insides
Pounding.

Demanding
You return.
To what you left
-In Kansas.

Sing a Song of Seasons with Memories of Me

Gate to Seoul

Running through the sandy spring hills, along the creeks, in the pines,
Down corduroy red dirt roads, fleeting childhood, warming climes.
Honeysuckle water and dewberry juice, sweetness in your mouth,
Magnolia and Crape Myrtle blooms, smelling springtime in the South.
The resonant tones of guitar and bass hanging in the air,
Front porch family pickin’ country gold, little dirty kids without care.
Growing up poor but with all they needed, setting the deepest roots,
Running barefoot in the pasture, or in cut-offs and cowboy boots.

Walking in burning summer sands, between the rivers, this is war!
Wearing 30 pounds of armor, tracers flashing, rockets roar.
Blowing sand and streaming sweat, saltiness on the tongue,
Burning flesh and sweet cordite, acrid smoke filling the lungs.
Summer weighs oppressive, rolling thunder booming from the guns,
Nations at war making full payment in the blood of daughters and sons.
Growing older with gnawing emptiness, forming the deepest scars,
Marching boot-clad through the trials, changing seasons, changing stars.

Sitting at a desk behind a flat screen, pecking out lessons upon the keys,
Middle-aged in autumn and breaking down now, failing back, tired knees.
Leaves dropping from the barren trees just like the hair from lengthening brow,
With the fall comes a winding weary slowing, life losing its flavor somehow.
All the tones are slowly fading, except the growing ringing in the ears,
The music now is mostly memories, bring smiles and sometimes tears.
Finding joy in all the little things, moments lived, friendships found,
Knowing soon that cooling winds are coming, frosting hair and frozen ground.

Laying still and cold in winter, in garden of stones, with frozen breath,
Never more to roam the backroads, but peaceful resting now in death.
Bluish lips and tongue taste nothing, dry and frozen in the mouth,
Spirit gone on to new places, but once again a child in the South.
The sounds of men and angels singing, reverberating through the skies,
Content in all the life gone past now, not everyone lives, but everyone dies.
Despite the winter chill around, a warming thought, this one fine thing,
Soon the frozen ground will thaw again, for after winter comes the spring.

Vitals

He’d die,
Accompanied
By his rifle,
Steeped in sweat.
Not disinfectant.

The oximeter, low.
No breath is free.
Each is enlisted.
They wake him
To take vitals.

A prisoner of war,
His blood let,
Not to a lab,
To madder root.
It was lunacy.

Men cut
Easier’n cane
They raised.
Lashed- eyes,
And back.

In between,
He waited
For a bullet
To the head.
Not a tumor.

A prison,
The Senate.
Hospitals.
Battle-brought
Nearly home.

In Ur of the Chaldees

Gate to Seoul

In Ur of the Chaldees,
Standing in the present upon The River’s edge surveying the future and the past;
Smelling the offal of five thousand years of human history boiling in the water and the desert heat;
Hearing the echoes of Sumer and Edom, Assyria and Babylon, alongside that of Riyadh and Tehran-
Chariots crashing against shields and spears,
The whistle of arrows and stones,
The distant crack of a Kalashnikov;
Feeling the oppressive weight of human history, the eternal struggle,
At least since the Plant of Heartbeat was stolen by the serpent.
Tasting the salty blowing sand- heavy in the air,
The acidic pollution of overcrowded cities,
And the acrid smoke from burning bodies and the burning oilfields;
Death is on the breeze.
Seeing the Tel of Ur in its ancient geometric splendor,
Ishtar gate rising in Babylonian majesty,
The crumbled Walls of Nineveh no longer protected by the thunder of chariots,
And the concrete panels dividing every community from Basra to Mosul;
Seeing the unseen deep and knowing the unknown like Gilgamesh of old;
In Ur of the Chaldees, in the shadow of Babylon, the wind flows down from the mountains of Assyria;
In Ur of the Chaldees mere men try to conquer death,
Yet cannot even conquer sleep,
And in the trying release visions and hallucinations of suffering upon mankind.
In Ur of the Chaldees Abram was called out on a journey without an end.
Father Abraham- a stranger in a strange land,
A stranger in a strange land- as am I,
A stranger in a strange land- as are We.
In Ur of the Chaldees Utnapishtim grieves eternally-
The cradle of civilization has been made into a tomb.

Long Thoughts

The Dead
Unbury
Long
Thoughts,

Halted
By Heat,
Key Ships’
Lightening
Flashed-

 

Guns
Intrude
Staccato
Thunder-
Drums

 

Missing
Com
Pass
Ion
Killed

 

Sea
Lost
Limbs
Flagged
Pole-dyes

Stripes,
Soldiers
& Stars
Beat Blue
Scar White,
& Blood Red.