Devilwood

The sweet olive
Takes me back
To a building
Built in 1911.

With no name,
Heat, or AC,
Not enough power
For the engineers.

But language students
Don’t need electricity
To round words
Seine, saints, seins.

River, saint, breasts.
The difference is
Only fat, water,
And which floats.

Full glottal stops
Were hard won.
A parenthetical mouth
Rusts with disuse.

Before honors class
I bought coffee,
Burnt and sticky,
From the blind.

I don’t know
When it changed,
From killing time
To saving it.

The relentless need
To conquer it,
Hold it still,
Boss it around.

But it disobeys,
Turns reds grey.
It graduates with
Devilwood in May.

Fish

Endless Road

I’m on the line

With the hook in my mouth

I’m thrashing

To break free

Because I am young

And stupid in the air

That I can’t breathe.

Song Five

Endless Road

You are my belt of Orion

My eyes look North

Because of you.

You are the one

My eyes follow –

The stars shine for you

You don’t believe that –

But they do.

You can’t believe that –

Because you are you.

Song One

Endless Road

These are broken words

On a broken page.

By a broken man

With a broken rage.

This is my song

And this is my final season.

My faith has failed me

And so has reason.

A half-life ago

I was radiant with desire.

I believed that numbers

And science held my future.

This is my song

And this is my final season.

Science has failed me

And so has reason.

Who Am I?

I am a white, heterosexual, cisgender male. Some might say this makes me an oppressor.

I am the son of a working-class family, the first to go to college. Some might say this makes me a bootstrapper.

I work with my mind and a keyboard is my most valuable tool. I enjoy learning, thinking, the arts, and the sciences. Some might say this makes me part of the elite.

I served my country, in the way that I could.

I am a husband, trying to be the best that I can.

In my genes I am a neither a father nor a son, but I am both in my heart.

I am a man.

I am a human.